I’m a lot more lost than I was as a kid. Of course, for me, it was an easier time.
Now, even though I’ve always had a plan as an adult, they’ve never panned out—any of them.
It’s tiring and much more repetitive than I would like. There’s always been a light at the end of the tunnel, but I have no way of seeing a way through.
So, here we are trying again
and again,
and again.
Never giving up, but stretching that hope as thin as it goes.